november 18th (forever baby 3)

I feel like the world and my demons they betrayed me They done took my son from me Put crushed up percocets in my lean I'm trying something different I done lost my only child after 9 months Do you even know the feeling Ain't know healing this Man this pain in me ain't no dealing with it I done looked the devil in his eyes He just seen the hurt up on my face For the first time I seen him cry My heart it's just burning inside I want to take that mini Draco put it to a opp head and make him die I'm standing on my 10 toes it's eye for a eye Right now I don't even feel like I should live forever no more I called you my brother and you ain't even live in my mama home Right now your lil brother feelin all fucking alone My cousin called me I dropped some tears on the screen Lil' 3 I ain't even get to tell you what yo mama mean to me I swear for the rest of my life I kill anybody 'bout Marie I spilled some lean on the ground I'm about to drink it up Right now I need some real love Right now I need a real hug I feel like the world and my demons they betrayed me They done took my son from me Put crushed up percocets in my lean I'm tryin something different I done lost my only child after 9 months Do you even know the feeling Ain't know healing this Man this pain in me ain't no dealing with it I done looked the devil in his eyes He just seen the hurt up on my face For the first time I seen him cry