wiping all the tears away

I keep pushing off the things That I really want to do Because of you Feels like every day's a battle With the next new part of you that decides to show Every time I start to figure it out It's like you're waiting at my door What's that all about Don't I deserve more? And the minute I think that you're gone Is the minute that you're reaching out again What a friend Every time I start to figure it out It's like you're waiting at my door What's that all about Don't I deserve more All the last-ditch efforts that you try And the million ways you lie Make me wish away Makes me wonder why I wanted you to stay