Smile

My mind is arrested, a vortex infested with pendulum motions of back and a forth A brew of generics and hollow phonetics are knitting a tapestry over the door A sterling artistry of hystericolours of haters and lovers and fuckers and all Resounding alarms of overbearing interference shatter the dome Honestly I've been on my feet Honestly you had been good to me  Then why did you feel the need to be an assassin of the best of me Now I'm screaming murder bloody murder as you sway As the worst of me won't let you get away Now it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile And it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile I've been a surfer of waves of emotions, rocking my ocean and whipping my walls I've been a lucid dreamer, a crusading weaver of imagination galore Now I'm a sordid human, monochromatic, a morbid, a tumorous soul Plugging the holes that you carved with your many a bittersweet knives and it's taking my time Honestly you've been raping my time Honestly I've been living a crime I'm banging my head on the walls I've created, a crack, a breach, a ray of light  But the best self's done and I've seem to have lost my way Now the worst of me won't let you get away Now it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile And it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile