Sorry I Keep Fucking Up

When it's all said and done I want them diamonds on my brother face Spending Bandz on extra shit I ain't never need Hate the way it ended pray her soul Rest In Peace I ain't the same person hoping that you notice me Trying to decide if I want to be loaded when I see my judge Trying to decide if I want this addy just to stay up Trying decide if I go and leave my tracker cut Trying to decide about this business I can't f*ck it up Leaving open hearts where you can't see it I'm still in the cut Leaving Wockhart on the cement for my loved ones Headstones grave yard baby dead roses Percocet she crush it down take it through her nose Trying to decide which one of your pictures I want to put on diamonds I see you watching I ain't saying shit you want to be acknowledged Late night sessions in the yo I been keeping private When I was sending kites from my cell they forgot about me Let's add diamonds to these watches it's just perfect timing I can make my Kutta automatic put a switch behind Old hoes so fanned out to put my dick inside them Old way I couldn't change I got to many problems Old plays I couldn't make a record deal i ain't never take Meet my soulmate just one time who gone take your place A backend to hit the stage got to show my face Till then I'm with pop and Kutta trying to make something shake Hope my brother never let the money break this bond we made I was out of state my monitor been dead for days Old ways I ain't never change you end up leaving me Replace this heartache with money imma sun again I only want a Diamond chain with my brother name I only want 10 Addys for my own pain Fentanyl she love them 30s if they pressed the same All I want for you to see the shit I ain't never seen Pouring inside a Fiji I let it sit for days If I take this plank Imma sleep for days To the ones I love and hurt I hope you understand Sorry I keep fucking up I can't change my ways I can't change my ways pray for me I'm sorry I keep fucking up I can't change my ways