All That I'm Asking

I try to be a little different A smooth sailing essence These other cats that try to rap they just so extra A competition with each other who's the best at flexin But outside the Gram I'm the first to fucking step up The past it be behind me but it always seems to catch up Always be reminding me bout back when I was lesser But I had to learn the lesson The insects on my skin they're malaria infected I mean where do I begin Yes I've seen a life of sin Yes I've seen how it ends How it reels you in Manipulating you only so that you befriend Muslims worldwide they be calling it a gin I be sipping on the hen no I don't pretend Yet you politic and don't give my records any spins I be coastin in my whip Making sure that my mix Be sounding tip top I'm not with the rocks No more in my socks Just for you to cop The goal is for me to be my own boss Never take a loss but I've taken too many within the past month When I'm gone don't you sing a sad song That's all that I ask for Oh I'm the asshole What's the problem? I'm guessing that the problem was that you was not involved My development at all So let's settle up the score I see the devil on my walls My expression is the cause I'm expressive it's the fault But when I'm at a crawl You just blame it on my fall Is it shameful that I fucking leveled up above all Now I shove all that don't show any love Cuz I showed so much thru my life time to close shop Seek a new environment I hate the place where I post up they be spying in So I'm eyeing Virtues that can climb up mountains Past horizons I'm liking how that's sounding So before I break down commit to a nine to five and Lemme just take a chance with this rapping Cuz that's all that I'm asking