tiring #fxckmylife

I want to crying Stars they stop to shining Hate the truth i'm hiding Cause my life is tiring I want to crying Stars they stop to shining Hate the truth i'm hiding Cause my life is tiring Tattoos on my skin for the wellbeing Razor cuts to bleeding for the good feelings I cover the pain up in which i am joking Which i am joking Which i am joking Tattoos on my skin for the wellbeing Razor cuts to bleeding for the good feelings I cover the pain up in which i am joking Which i am joking Which i am joking F*ck my life Catch the kind of vibe Frailty in my heart Cause my uncle dies I no longer have a foothold I collapse any time I do not remember the last time That i fucking smiled And i always think back To the good old times Where all was still beautiful And the sun was shine And I know And I know It is long past time to look forward and say good bye Walk through the cemetery and stand at your grave And my tears roll onto the asphalt i'm sure That you're now in a better place That you go was fucking hard for me And i'm crying me in the sleep I want to crying Stars they stop to shining Hate the truth i'm hiding Cause my life is tiring