Ishiu (I'm So Happy I'm Upset)

I can't believe we really met When I'm with you I forget All those problems in my head I'm so happy I'm upset 'Cause if I stay with you I would throw it all away And even if I do I don't think I could explain You said We should run away and just get married Today But my kids need both parents I can't do it All these feelings they are tearing me to Ruins But for you I'm so foolish I only want you I don't wanna choose But I gotta family Lover, can't you see That we can't follow through I have to refuse But it's killing me too Do you see us at the gallery And your asking me 'Cause I can't say "I do" It's my two year anniversary But you're still on my mind And though the other one is hurting me But I can't leave my child And I take blows to my face So he knows I know my place And there's so much on my plate Since you said on Friday In that DM Like "how are you feeling Let's meet in the PM And run away this evening" But I don't want you to see me Me in this state But I know that you need Me so I hesitate I only want you I don't wanna choose But I gotta family Lover, can't you see That we can't follow through I have to refuse But it's killing me too Do you see us at the gallery And your asking me 'Cause I can't say "I do" No I can't run away But I don't wanna stay I can't run away But I don't wanna stay No I can't run away But I don't wanna stay I don't think I could take Not seeing your face I only want you I don't wanna choose But I gotta family Lover, can't you see That I can't follow through I have to refuse But it's killing me too Do you see us at the gallery And your asking me Wish I could say "I do"