Running

Prayed out writing songs to get my pain out Wasn't for this music I'd probably blow my brains out Friends saying I've changed now too focused just to hang out Guilt tripping so I came out house party shots rang out Now its t shirts with their names now family arguing who's to blame now Tears falling like the rain now but its no umbrellas when it rains out Little sister like 8 now who gon' help her with her grades now Who go tell her its ok now we just praying til we prayed out, praying til we Running, running with nowhere to go Grandma calling me telling me that Shanice died Me and Caden was just on the couch throwing peace signs Tears falling Im wishing I could press rewind Wishing I was close to family on each side Y'all would call my phone and I would text saying Im working late Truthfully I wasn't working late honestly I didn't work that day I was out in Cabo and I couldn't make your funeral Yeah I know I'm ashamed I know apologies just aint enough But I'm Running, running with nowhere to go