Dead Butterflies

Can you come tell me what to do when they chasing me, them niggas coming after me won't get the best of me, I had to change up my next move, can't get the recipe, I'm tryna hurry up and blow thse hoes think less of me , my world steady burning down, stab you in your back soon as you turn around, 13 years old see my uncle face down on the ground, really seen death before my eyes, niggas don't even know how it sound, it's really dead before dishonor ,I take my team and ice them out, I done broke in too many houses, that's why I never feel safe at home could've took em a down a couple times, but that's my fault, I played it wrong, don't know them times when I was driving in my car, nowhere to go, I'm scraping up some chains, tryna buy a gar cause I was broke, and if you know you know, you playing with my gang we cut yo throat, my brother's throwing fours, but if I catch a four he getting smoked, my brother's too slime, we hang that nigga, give that boy a rope, bitch I ain't Batman, your ass gon' die, you thinking it's a joke, I see this shit fall from my eye, niggas diss kam one time he die,' long live my brothers in the sky, pray to the lord and ask him why, button on the back, come try, Im ready to send him to allah, I'm steady looking at my friends, like why do they gotta die.....as I'm sitting here talking to myself, I'm sitting here thinking where this shit went wrong, remember I got that call , lol kam haddied, I went and called his phone, my brother was dead and gone, bae come clear my heart and my mind, it's full of rage, I'm tryna try that love shit again, but I think it's too late, I'm tryna fall in love with you babe, but I think it's too late, I remember when La zack had died, it fucked me up, I ain't even go to his wake , them killers come and take your plate, remember I was starving for days, been looking for the right bitch, just to love, got my heart in the maze, been running from these demons from the start, feel like I'm in a race, put them stars up in my ceiling she say bae, feel like I'm out of space found lil detay was my cousin shit ain't even hit me yet, tryna find some drugs, the O.D on lean or some Percocet, I told my bitch I was gon' relax on that lean, I ain't stop sleeping, I hope that God forgive me for my habits, I been taking medicine, people steady changing on me, here i go, go let them in, niggas act like Timmy Turner, f*ck em ion need no friend, f*ck the judge and f*ck the cops, free all my brothers, that's locked up in a pen spinnin on my opps all day from Glendale all the way to Misty glen, you can't see this shit here going up lil bitch better get another glance, another friend, my brother tripping, he just came home from jail tryna catch another hat,I got my dawgs forever no scoliosis I need my brothers back, everybody around me, bitch dogs, lil' nigga, I don't f*ck around with cats