Vamp Pt. 2

My head in the clouds Boxing life im going for rounds 2 deep, we stomping thru towns Giving frowns, taking crowns Felt bad, gettin high thru the downs I don't move outa bounds He a red nose he a clown Bet he wasn't around For the arrogance in the crowd Got away, Getting pay now My trey za, grabs, and papes now, huh Mad at who i became Lookin back certain things got me feelin a way So excuse if i stray, im here Tell a story i may black out Put my thoughts on a pape now Filthy measures for the cash, f*ck it Ima up bouta bag Buggout, ima glitch out n lag No games not even a tad With my feels tryna tap in Fell in love with distractions My Emotions is nagging, I'm bagging up my sadness In my feels get to packing Distributing madness In Good spirits I'm lacking What happen Nerve racking can't speak A nigga retracted Back tracking , drawing back Not a word from the kid Cold world what it is Ice age bumming through like sid Keeping concealed no lids Pain bottled up no fizz My emotions locked up on a bid No smiles from the kid Need bond for a grin Not healed how I live Shit gotta give Im maintaining up on wounds Pain draining on my mood Frustration it spews Yea heated thoughts they brew Anger overrides it alludes Dark thoughts in my head it pollutes My head in a dark space call it abyss Mind and body in a split My conscious throwing a fit Inner demons tryna submit I'm lost I can admit Good paths I can cannot commit I just wanna quit Off meds no need for a kit Still in need of aid Still going Thru it everyday Been in silhouettes throwing shade Been up in backs I'm laid Thinking hard not the same Bet I'm Neva ducking a fade N it's still blockwork for sum pay