Lessons

You know, there's just some things in my life that hurt me more than they help me I think you one Lesson after lesson, I'm tired of all this stressing Stuck up in my past instead of being in the present Tired of seeing people getting treated like they peasants Done with being a menace, I'm just trying to find my heaven on earth Cause I dove in head first, heart been beating so fast and I think it might burst Call the doctor, the nurse, take me right back to church I've been dealing with too much, it feels like I'm cursed One thing on my mind, running till I shine They say I sound like Drake, like it's 2009 I'm not trying to play, I'm not trying to waste your time Just give me a chance, lay your heart right next to mine Done with using my lips, done with talking, tired of fucking up shit Tired of glocks with the switch, niggas keep playing with me, they gon' get hit with this bitch Niggas say they gangsta, if they walk round, totin' a blick Got no respect for the jitts, all at the park just shooting up family's for Rick You know that I'm sliding for Sid, but Imma do it by running them racks up a bit Do what my father had did, selling drugs or maybe just find me a gig Or selling out shows on the road, booked out parties and shit If you had saw what it is, swear to God you would've just did what I did One thing that I learned, wasn't what I earned Family showed a nigga that they back was really turned Friends showed a nigga that you f*ck around, get burned Now I got a scar on my soul and on my heart Lesson after lesson, I'm tired of all this stressing Stuck up in my past instead of being in the present Tired of seeing people getting treated like they peasants Done with being a menace, I'm just trying to find my heaven on Earth, cause I dove in head first Heart been beating so fast and I think it might burst Call the doctor, nurse, take me right back to church I've been dealing with too much, it feels like I'm cursed Yeah