GROWING PAINS

Restart? Whoo Aye Help you grow up though You know what i'm saying? Wow Wrote this song at six Alarm set for nine Thinking bout my all my friends who graduated then died Thinking bout how I grew up with all this anger inside Thought if I would've been attentive they'd make it alive Thinking bout the industry, soon I'll make it inside Thinking bout placing shit I want and how I plan to provide Thinking bout my family and how all our talents applied I don't wanna tell my children that daddy done tried I don't get texts to see how I'm doing often Because my reply is always I'm great or I'm awesome Yeah bro living real good I ain't got no problems Whole time I'm learning how to solve em, aye Laying down on my bed after I took in a loss **** love was amazing, mistook in it all Thinking she faked being in love just look at my thoughts I thought my truth was pessimism now look it was false Pride is always lurking in the midst When you used to fending for yourself you'll keep a fist Locked up and when somebody try to help you, you swing at em like they did it If you ain't never heard of hell, my angers like a quick visit I mean So many people tell a story that seem so fabricated By the time I tell mine it looks exaggerated I set my people in tiers and it's all allocated Shit they say about me ain't proven just 'alleged' My brother John was supposed to be on this song He came up almost daily and after being alone He knew we had the same heart, never treated him wrong And I told God that I was mad at him for bringing him home It seems like no matter what everybody just wanna leave Whether they moving, tryna fight me or just deceased Please believe Do not bring no trouble to me I got something very special sewn into my genes, I mean God took his time when he made me, he ain't finished Recreating myself everyday just like I mentioned No more fonking with niggas, i keep my distance I got two ears I'm hearing ya'll, but select how I listen