Prayers

For all my niggas I f*ck with, I'ma keep you in my braille And we might not talk every day, but just know that I still care Cause life been hittin' hard and this shit I ain't really feel I would change it if I could, yeah, I really wish I could I'm tryna reunite with the one that I was tryna love at first I was like, f*ck that shit at first, I'm in my thoughts and I'm hurt You stop fuckin' with me, I died inside, I should've been in the hearse Now I got that it is what it is, been talented now I'm cursed Feel like the fam don't f*ck with me no more, to the point I'm bein' around I'm usin' my personal shit as jokes every time I'm around Think I'ma let that slide, won't hear from me no more If I get hit up, let me die, it ain't no reason to see me no more Need to stop gettin' in my feelings, I ain't rapped in a minute I left my heart in the yo, rap on the mic till I'm finished Spit on mics for some healin', call up Mike just for the chill with him He gon' listen when I vent to him, and he speak his opinion I got hatred in my heart, and I start to hate everybody when I get in my thoughts Ain't nobody important no more that come from the heart I feel so disrespected, I don't wanna be here no more I try to laugh at it, but deep down I'm not okay Roll a three-five, of that pressure shit, that's my only escape From reality, I don't think there's no more I could take Don't leave me alone with my thoughts, cause now I'm feelin' strange That's why my thoughts locked away, cause if I really say How I really feel, they won't take me serious anyway That's why my lips are sealed, With or without you, I'm still gon' touch a mill, I thought that we was all in this together It wasn't real, and it really wasn't real I really love you like a brother, and so am I, man And so am I, man Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh But if until then welcome to my life When I'm still wrong, when I'm right Refuse to give up my life, so I stay clutching this pipe But if it happens, then it happens Might as well let me die Uh, might as well let me die Uh