Gasoline Play

This for all the chances that i missed This for every single kiss For that momentary bliss For those moments where i felt like i was the shit And for those moments where i felt like shit Glory and greatness is what i'm chasing Die young, i feel like i won't make it Living so fast i forgot where the brake is Pushing down the gas Man i'm driving so reckless This for everyone that did me wrong Congratulations You made it into a fucking song I've been doing nothing but all i say is that i'm taking my time But the truth is creativity went out the door when i relapsed for the seventh time This is pain in it's truest form It left me crying on wood floors It left me with drunk calls from people that i wanna ignore F*ck them i was drunk and bored Thought that i would get better but it only got worse I'm 22 and my career ain't going anywhere I got addicted to the madness look where this shit got me I hope one day i quit drinking for real i hope one day i let her know how i really feel I hope one day these scars would heal And i hope one day i'll get this arrow out from my heel Shit, wrote this while i'm faded Well what's new Still wearing the same shoes Still puffing smoke while looking at the same view Still mixing gin with the mountain dew And i still don't have the slightest clue with what i'm doing but f*ck it What the f*ck is this. I'll keep on running until my feet are bleeding Until flesh turns to nothing End the day with a laugh and my bed burning (what the f*ck?) Windows down, feel the wind blowing through my hair Kani jeans the uniform that i wear The voices keep getting louder Goddamnit i swear Put it in 5th gear And then i say a fucking prayer.