I'll Be Fine

On some real shit I had a conversation with my demons last night They told me to come with them and everything would be okay I listened Still stuck here inside my head Still I steer but crash instead Feel my fears and my regrets Spill my tears cause I'm depressed Contemplating my success Overthinking bout romance Shoulders sinking to my chest All these things I can't confess Heavy thoughts been on my mind Well let's save for a better time Cause you told me to live my life And you owe me the shit I write I get lonely and you come vibe And sex on me the whole damn night They just know me from shit online The pics only and drip I buy And I guess that means something right That I hate this fucking life This pain I keep inside I swear that I'll be fine Cause girl if I'm just being real These scars will never heal I'm lost forever here My thoughts are getting clear And I don't want you shedding tears The shit I told you about my fears With what I've gone through I'm prepared Cause getting old seems unlikely dear Heavy thoughts been on my mind Well let's save for a better time Cause you told me to live my life And you owe me the shit I write I get lonely and you come vibe And sex on me the whole damn night They just know me from shit online The pics only and drip I buy And I guess that means something right That I hate this fucking life This pain I keep inside I swear that I'll be fine Maybe I need medication Demons calling out like Satan Fiendish bodies, angry faces Creep behind me, steady waiting Darkness follows them with hatred schemes Stealing common sense and blatancy All these compliments, I let them breathe Hoping god forbid, you can't hurt me, yuh I get lonely and you come vibe And sex on me the whole damn night They just know me from shit online The pics only and drip I buy And I guess that means something right That I hate this fucking life This pain I keep inside I swear that I'll be fine