Letter 2 My Younger Self

If I could write a letter To who I can remember If I could write a letter If I could write a letter To who I can remember Feel lonely in December It cold without a sweater If I could write a letter Would I feel any better I drive myself to pleasure I crash and f*ck the fender She a home wrecker, but I can't get enough Heartbreaker, steady tearing me up So clever, in my head from the jump Don't enter, way you feel like a drug No shelter, need a home and a hug Smoke pressure, and I choke in my lungs And that shit take my pain away, keep me A-OK Lotta feels and percy pills inside these 808s I been here since freshman year, I watch it fade to grey I can hear you shed your tears when I be states away Cause we was up in South Beach And now you there without me And I hope that you proud b, yuh Broke everything you vowed me, yuh All the wedding rings you showed me, yuh All the children that we lost be, yuh Steady coming back to haunt me, yuh Got me running back to your feet, yuh You cut like caine, so I pop pills To numb my pain, so I can't feel The drugs I take, when you're not here The plugs I play, and rob unfair It's just my way, cause I don't care She f*ck my face, and ride like chair Lost baggage, can't find it Write a letter to myself as a wise man Write a letter to myself I'm describing All the bullshit I'm gon have to vibe with And I hope that he can do what I did Breaking your back every single night bitch So I wrote facts hoping I would find this In a cold past looking for some guidance You really just made me so selfish and so heartless If I could like write a letter to myself I fucking would If I could write a letter To who I can remember Feel lonely in December It cold without a sweater If I could write a letter Would I feel any better I drive myself to pleasure I crash and f*ck the fender She a home wrecker, but I can't get enough Heartbreaker, steady tearing me up So clever, in my head from the jump Don't enter, way you feel like a drug No shelter, need a home and a hug Smoke pressure, and I choke in my lungs