when gardenias bloom (feat. yogic beats)

I've got a flower it blooms and it grows I've got a love it extends and it shows Might overdose On her love tonight Been a couple weeks since I felt alright Feelin better when she fall asleep in my bed at night Finding closure when she hold me tight Scare of love, but it feels so right Let's get lost tonight Yeah inside of your mind You're exactly the person I've visualized Every night in my dreams Know that I plot and i scheme I've got castles to build Dreams to fulfill People to heal So when you put up all of those walls I'll find peace in my entrance And happily live in remembrance I'm inside of her memories She been lost since a child Guess it explains the wild look in her eyes And peace that she finds inside of those long car rides With her hand in the wind Trying to find the freedom she lost from the shit that she did Cus I did the same Know that it's coming back in the form of better days Know I'm bumming out but I better wait Been depressed, I self medicate It done stunted my growth Cut off emotions I really should show Trapped in a cycle got nowhere to go Takin a photo of synths to remember the placement Aint got that much to say, but they still want a statement Well, this is my thesis Take all the bullets, and turn em to points Take all your anger, and go smoke a joint Always give love, don't you ever exploit Always go hard like you play for Detroit Lift up your brothers when they're in need of a hoist Never speak for another unless they don't have a voice Find peace in your void You can always rebuild if you wanna destroy The flower still blooms, yeah you don't have a choice I know you've got a deep love for all your self hatred But it's surely not your fault You've been burdened so much You've been burdened so much We're all destined to fall Said you never had love so I broke down your walls Miss kissin you in those empty halls And making out in those bathroom stalls Our love was pure What we both endured Surely ran its course Things got coarse It was surely rough Broke my heart when you ain't love me more Since you left, I've been closing some doors This garden we grew, has turned into lore A place that I go when I feel I need more Don't know what's in store But I miss you a lot Does your flower still bloom? Or does it willow and rot I've been tryna bring mine back to life Doing something wrong but I'll get it right Don't ask me once, gotta ask me twice Cus the first time I'll always lie and say it's all alright Not satisfied with my current conditions Found a new light and broke through the systems This garden we grew I swear that I'll fix it Cus your love it always prevails I'll bloom into new beginnings Bloom, bloom When I'm alone in my room, room Bloom Bloom When I'm alone my tomb, tomb. Bloom Bloom