Soul Hurt

I had my back against da wall im tryna push off Feel like I'm drowning da way I'm getting this liq gone Poppin Percocets daily jus tryna speak to her The way dis pain got me feeling I feel so weak dawg God I'm screaming and crying I'm tryna reach for ya Steady asking god why you choose me dawg ( like why you choose me dawg i ain't yo strongest soldier I jus wanna sleep dawg) I told my baby I won't hide da pain but sometimes I get stuck and stand Ina rain I know at times it be hurting cause the pressure of da world I gotta think bout my daughters them my 2 lil girls that's shit stuck wit me sometimes I hit da booth and it f*ck wit me I been thinking bout my daughter and it hurt deeply sometimes I can't sleep put the percs in me ion really wanna sleep I think my heart empty ( I think my heart empty I been thinking bout some shit and it hurt in me sometimes I can't sleep out the percs in me) I done seen the bigger picture open my eyes I jus gotta dream bigger Sometimes I'm tripping I been sippin lean lately Mind racing I been ona beans crazy The images they screaming I can't breathe baby I see yo face everytime I blink baby Words slurry vision blurry i been drinking green baby Ion understand this pain I wanna leave baby I had my back against da wall im tryna push off Feel like I'm drowning da way I'm getting this liq gone Poppin Percocets daily jus tryna speak to her The way dis pain got me feeling I feel so weak dawg God I'm screaming and crying I'm tryna reach for ya Steady asking god why you choose me dawg ( like why you choose me dawg i ain't yo strongest soldier I jus wanna sleep dawg)