Purple Heart

To whom it may concern, if the shoe fits, e lo si yaba lo ra gown si Everytime I come around, rumour lo tun lo si, won fe ki bamila wa daun si No more concealing, let's speak the truth I've been going through a phase, on my neck I got a noose All the problems in the world but instead you're obsessed about my flaws and too concerned about the people that I Choose? So much I had to bear I bottled up for the sake of my career The fact that I never use my issues as excuses to be toxic, doesn't mean I'm not going through a despair F*ck that I'm not the type to play the pity card, I was raised in Oworo, they expect me to handle it with a rizla But I had to visit a therapist and she told me my anxiety was critical So these days, I'm less concerned with wishes Optimism turn realism, I'm getting wiser Ironically I stopped rapping about fucking niggas bitches when I really started fucking niggas bitches Can't lie, I'm struggling Cause ever since therapy, I started craving affection properly So these days I'd rather chill the niggas I love and be bubbling than 10 bitches fucking me I've been through pain so I'm insecure I can't recognize happiness, I'm still disturbed I've been wired that good things don't last, so I had to limit things that I'm reaching for I grew up in poverty what you preaching for If it's not about money, I'll get upset Come to makoko and see the children of a lesser god Took a strong faith for me to believe God's up there I cried a hundred tears the day I made my first mil But where I come from, 7 figures ain't enough still It's an 8 ball around here Desperation almost made me sign a off deal Let me stop there, enough said Old label came with new deals, but if it's less than 2 mil, it's not enough bread Ask Banks, he'd tell you how we got here But I am everything about me, no excuses I remain the same person even when I'm losing All my blessings all my downfalls All the sunshine, all the downpours I'm just saying that I had my own troubles and I faced it It crazy how I got into a maze and Really it's amazing that I'm surviving in this phase Love and light to anybody out there in the same place