Sonnet 116

The more I understand grieving, the more I see its wisdom Grieving hurts yet it's a powerful teacher about love and living Grieving is the process we go through to emotionally accept the loss And can you think of any emotional pain that isn't caused by loss? Well I can't Listen I got advise from a wise man, he said you only get a good girl once Before or after that it's just some loose ends ones I mean loose girls come to make you lose that one Uh, hypothetically, then but now it's practically While women after me, you snub me at the faculty Everybody being chased, everybody chases But I still can't release that song that I made with Jayson Was it fate related that we almost had a baby A miscarriage out of marriage, too hard to take it I know your dad hates me, it's cool, I'd do the same If someone came into my daughter's life and brought her pain I understand you had to leave this place But you know I miss you endlessly While I walk this storm can you keep me safe No other girl can fill this space (Maybe you don't know this at all, but I'm stuck in my feelings for you) And you know that ama die for you Ride for you (Maybe you don't know this at all, but I'm stuck in my feelings for you) I'll put my life on the line for you Ride for you Look, 6 in the morning and I'm still up I'm still wondering if this pills work And you still wondering if it was real love Why don't you pick the phone, Let's have a discuss My heart craves affection but my mind cold Cause love is crossing a minefield with a blindfold You don't know how hard it is for me to show affection But everything you think I feel, I feel it ninefold This ain't the realest shit I ever wrote, but I wrote this to the realest person that I know I go ahead and quote "Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediments" That was Shakespeare, for certain things I need to make clear Why we in love with each other but not back together If you ain't here, baby then it ain't fair (Maybe you don't know this at all, but I'm stuck in my feelings for you) And you know that ama die for you Ride for you (Maybe you don't know this at all, but I'm stuck in my feelings for you) I'll put my life on the line for you Ride for you So learning to grieve is about learning to deal with life on life's terms Which makes it a core skill for emotional intelligence We experience loss because we become attached We expect things to be a certain way We think we're in control, we think we have it all figured out But then life comes and in the blink of an eye delivers us an unexpected loss and we suffer