MY BEST WORST FRIEND

You are my best and worst friend Make me feel good till you can't Happiness with a strained smile Maybe you'll change if I keep you around for a while I hear you calling my name You lure me back in You're swaying me to think It's better when I give in You are the spark in my eye How you bring me life You are my best worst friend By my side till the end How am I back here again? Thought I had learned my lesson Took me a while to let you go Let you back in so you can drill a hole in my soul The sun is out of my reach When you're around me The darkness makes me feel weak Then you put me to sleep You are the storm in my head How you bring me dread You are my best worst friend By my side till I'm dead By surprise when it ends Please get out of my head You are my best and worst friend Stuck in a loop with no end Breathing but I'm half alive With anhedonia by my side