I Can't (Be Here When You're Here)

Here we go again You really wanna try again? In that headspace you’re in Breathing free, seeing clear You really wanna see again? Wanna start it just to watch it end again? Here you come and wanna be my friend. (After burning all the fences left to mend) I can’t believe what I hear when you’re here You’re a devil in my ear Dripping like a leaking eve Slowly feeds into a tree I can’t leave when you’re here You’re a circle out of line A poem wrote without no kinda rhyme I should expected nothing left (how can I write when nothing’s left?) I can’t see what to say When you’re here I can’t stay I can’t breathe, I can’t heal When you’re here You say you’re sad to see my fall Come talking loyalty and all. (Shedding tears and broken jaws) But the truth refutes my brain That I can’t think when you’re here And Logic don’t listen No screams nor whisperings The tiny noises that you make I can’t hear what you say I can’t believe the way you’re made I can’t be here when you’re here