The Switch

Each day is familiar A life on repeat Today is swallowing me The scrambled eggs in the skillet Started over easy But flippin em was a bitch Hadda make the switch The cocaine that we used to have Smelled like a science lab This new dealer's the shit Glad we made the switch Sometimes I wish I could switch up this whole situation I'm getting all mixed up Lately I've been daydreaming new flavors of ice cream But can't break tradition, vanilla's delicious. This feeling's feeling familiar Wishing for someplace to be Maybe I need a new me Secrets I say to my boyfriend Beliefs he beats into me My family wouldn't believe That's how come I can't leave This feeling's feeling familiar Each night there's a change ahead The next day I just lay in bed I can't find nothing to fix So what am I sposed to switch? I really wish I could switch up my whole situation Is anyone listening? Quitting anything's easy I've given up smoking like 10 times already I wanna make new decisions Or switch up positions I'm so sick of missionary So sick of feeling familiar If you can't be satisfied at least you might be free And if you can't be free at least be happy (You might be happy) And if you can't be happy At least don't be boring