The Fog

You're sunk into your spot on the recliner The keys are discarded atop the console And you can't see where you left the car through the fog My heartbeat's ramping up and it's too much And the mortar is crumbling, I'm pacing through the hall My emotions are careening into the brick wall And you can't seem to understand where you are at all And in a moment of my helplessness I cursed your name out and I shoved you down But you had known that you fucked up There wasn't any patience left for me to scrounge And the mortar is crumbling, I'm pacing through the hall My emotions are careening into the brick wall And you can't seem to understand where you are at all But this isn't you and this isn't me It hasn't been the same since nineteen Breaking down the barricade hiding me from tragedy Mom found the car at the doctor's office It was parked in the fire lane But I still have a sour taste in my heart, and my anger is turning to pain And the mortar is crumbling, I'm pacing through the hall My emotions are careening into the brick wall So why can't I seem to comprehend This life could never go the way we planned