Reality

Win or lose, pick and choose In an ocean of my sorrows guess I'm feeling blue Mind lost in a maze stuck without a clue Working so hard don't know what else I should do, hey I'm in my lane yeah my own lane Driving down the street until I reach the sky I was on board for minute tryna win it, thinking different Then I gave up and life started passing by Oh my god, why do I try Gotta hide how I'm feeling inside This world don't care Just stop and stare Only care about your looks and your hair I learned as child, life is not fair That's why I grind I know it's my time Every rock that's buried will one day shine That's why I'm patient but some people think it's race But it's not and it is, go handle your biz Provide for your kids You know how it is Working hard in the streets nigga this how I eat But I still got a job and you know how I mob I don't gotta ride around and plan who to rob I be on the move every day with the squad We be moving silent sneak up on you like fog Keep talking tough erase your ass while you jog Can't be my reality When I look into the mirror Don't know who I see Every day I wonder Who am I supposed be Is this real Or I'm living in a fantasy I remember at a point It was you and me But when I think about it You were never good for me Fuss and fight, long nights Can't do nothing right I put you first instead of thinking of my family, aye This can't be real This can't be real I gotta express how I feel I know some niggas in the field And all they do is make drug deals They popping perks and other pills Step to them wrong and you'll get killed It's sad how fast blood can get spilled Just because of how someone feels Is that just pride Is that your pride Why can't you put it aside I hate seeing young people die Happens so often my tears are dry when I cry Whipping foreign when I ride I'm just tryna past the time Life is short Nothing guaranteed Before I die god let me plant a seed Let my child be who I wanna be Let my child be who I'm gonna be I'm a smooth operator Getting to the paper You ain't talking cash Ima see you later I can't deal with haters Mad cause I'm just greater You are just a maker I am the creator You are the debater I'm the legislator You're a violator I'm the dominator Call me gladiator Can't be my reality When I look into the mirror Don't know who I see Every day I wonder Who am I supposed be Is this real? Or I'm living in a fantasy I remember at a point It was you and me But when I think about it You were never good for me Fuss and fight, long nights Can't do nothing right I put you first instead of thinking of my family, aye Can't be my reality When I look into the mirror Don't know who I see Every day I wonder Who am I supposed be Is this real? Or I'm living in a fantasy I remember at a point It was you and me But when I think about it You were never good for me Fuss and fight, long nights Can't do nothing right I put you first instead of thinking of my family, aye