Lori

Didn't finish all of it I've been fucking feeling shit Personality starts to split Mama why you got to be leaving Didn't finish all of it I've been fucking feeling shit, yeah Personality starts to split Mama why you got to be leaving No I'm never gonna quit, no Yeah I've been through all of it, yeah Wishing that you saw my shit Should've put the bottle down Cause it never fit Tearing up a family Health is falling rapidly, yeah We've been fighting constantly Started smoking weed, and watching more TV You were standing next to me And then you started struggling, yeah And then it turned to mumbling Always talking bout bugs you could only see Can't be rushing death when you're rushing me Can't be rushing death when you're rushing me Tell me what's next not who to be Tell me what's next not who to be Can't be rushing death when you're rushing me Can't be rushing death when you're rushing me Tell me what's next not who to be Tell me what's next not who to be Everything's so different when you up down Always getting lost when I'm downtown I was feeling fucked but I turned around Grab the blade see my wrist yeah the blood drowns I've been going crazy in my head I've been going crazy throwing hands with death Shit how I'm supposed to live like that Shit how I'm supposed to live like that, yeah I'm a hood rat from the ville Imma live, imma always chill Imma love, imma keep it real Imma love, imma keep it real Smoke it up till we get that thrill Barbecues on the old grill Now i'm missing how I used to feel, shit Now i'm missing how I used to feel I've been running 'round my head again I've been falling down with this shit I've been asking why she leaving I've bee begging why you drinking Yeah you stopped for a minute Yeah one too many times It started when I was a kid It ended when I was a kid You've been drinking all my life Did we ever have a real time The clocked just ticked by As I watched my mom die Did I know the real Lori Or was it just a story Mama why did you leave now Mama why don't you tell me