The Gray

This city has been pretty good to me Hope it hurts when it's finally time to leave Maybe then all those empty memories Would hold weight instead of vacancy When I just wanted cover from the cold You couldn't find it to let me in That wasn't why our lives tore apart It was him controlling us from the start The shadow of an old withered heart Well, we were all just kids back then When the world took off and left us all wondering If I'm enough to keep around Dragging back and forth and back again Between my guitar and the company it gives Would you love all that's underneath Or just what suits all your little selfish needs It's okay, we don't need someone to lose Didn't know I needed something to prove Was it another missed opportunity I won't worry, I'll just make another The whirlpool that tried overtaking me Pulling deep and deeper into the sea Closed my eyes cause I was too scared to see the light Even though you never left Either way I'm sorry that you had to see What I let become of me