Growing Up

I don't think these niggas hear me Niggas wanna be me they don't wanna fear me You ain't gotta be like that trust me I love you dearly As one human to the next, so don't get too close near me You let em close before they cut you, that's why this shit feel deep You gon' have to live through too much pain to hear and feel me Not to be cocky I just wanna give away the real me Use yourself as motivation every day you feel weak My existence feels bleak Looking back into my hood most of them niggas still street I don't judge no body path and I don't keep no killstreaks Niggas askin' way too much I up this shit you feel heat The love you give me feels cheap The lies you told in place of love always bewilders me I loved you so much if you died, that shit probably would kill me I used to want you by my side in a house, we could build three Nigga, do you feel me Time again after time again, my niggas still speak It's times when I get the time where me and Kilo still meet It's time for the niggas hatin' that they know they still weak Like baby do you feel pleased One night stand after the next I feel like you my main squeeze From project housing played the burbs I was trappin' them main streets I've been known by most my plugs to come back in the same week Sport the polo to the jeans but I don't cap a lot That nigga rollin' off a bean he feel like Kakarot Imported hoodies, fitted clean, my niggas trap a lot My gang like Mike performing Billie Jean, them niggas snap a lot Shamone and moonwalk to the dick, she make it clap a lot Attitude is on a thousand, she get mad a lot It's not gon' phase me, I seen crazy in the back of blocks Just tryna make it in this shit, we get the cash and plot I know a nigga who get money and sell bags of rock You run up on my niggas tweakin' and we smash the block If the right niggas needed me, I take the task and stop I never played the college route, no, I ain't Asher Roth We got that shit that make you run and make your pastor drop Smoking exotics on your stoop, waitin' to blast your top Bro take your music off a blast you made the action hot I lost connection with some niggas and some classic spots I don't think these niggas hear me Niggas wanna be me they don't wanna fear me You ain't gotta be like that trust me I love you dearly As one human to the next, so don't get too close near me You let em close before they cut you, that's why that shit feel deep You gon' have to live through too much pain to hear and feel me Not to be cocky I just wanna give away the real me Use yourself as motivation every day you feel weak Growing up I had to make it through them situations And now them bitches on my dick the more I'm situated She said she'd always love me back, but now I feel complacent She said my love was all she need to feel and still replaced it Relax come here be by my side so we can build relations Stop trying to lie to waste my time I know your feelings basic These hoes ain't loyal I can't cuff em on a legal basis Ain't no more hiding trade your lies for love and tribulations I'm from the dirt don't know quite yet what it might feel to make it They not gon' like my answer key when I go fill the blanks in You talk too much, I won't fall victim to the instigation At least I know what it's gon' be to pop and feel the hatred I can't control it tried to help out and them niggas hated I let their anger fester up while I still feel the greatest You just a pawn me and my niggas tryna get to greatness You was rapping me and gang was wrapping in the basement I don't think these niggas hear me Niggas wanna be me they don't wanna fear me You ain't gotta be like that trust me I love you dearly As one human to the next, so don't get too close near me You let 'em close before they cut you, that's why this shit feel deep You gon' have to live through too much pain to hear and feel me Not to be cocky I just wanna give away the real me Use yourself as motivation every day you feel weak