Let Me Explain (Freestyle)

Yeah My happiness is in thin air Weather you sad or you not people don't care We make mistakes but its really hard to go learn Ain't no humanity these days we promote violence Happy that I left now? I hear that you cry now How you crying time you were hitting me you were all out? My words weren't even that loud I guess my death is more loud Yeah You wanna apologize, I'm doing my time where ever I am And you doing your time behind prison cells You thought that fighting than forgiving is what is fair Suicide helped me to ignore being hurt You want the state to cut your jail days How you feel about that when you even cut my life days I mean, think about the cruelty You did to me My family It's killing them like mentally Would have made good memories The only memory you have right now It's beating me up seeing all my tears falling out You had the power, to show them you can make them conquer And had no power, to show them that you got some real love Look at my eyes am afraid, I see demise on my way All of my friends have betrayed me, They wish I could live as a slave They want me to suffer the pain, akunta kinte in chains A man who is about to get slain, for living like man and not ape Lufuno is my first name, I had all my worst days I am tired of shrinking in pain, I am tired of sinking in drains I feel like my life is a game, My miniature stature is played Bullies just see me as therapy, cheaper than clinic psychology I wish I could explain to someone that I trust But the world is animal feeding from us The galaxy is a wound, its bleeding out stars But when we pass we go back, from dust back to dust I am overwhelmed by this anger of yours Why can't you talk to me respectfully, no danger of course Adrenaline has made you fierce like a panther of course I may be prey just for now, Surely You'll pray when am gone Losing my options, am losing options There's no other logic I am thinking of talking, I am thinking of forcing I am failing to talk ish Why did they post it? I couldn't have fought her! She slapped me to tears! I am scared of my peers, My wreckening fear! Embarrassin tears Everything spinning around as I look at my casket Depression is deeper and stressful, am no longer upset I am wishing of death, Hanging my flesh, and nothing redundant I got no remorse, I tried to be more, I pray for abundance