Tracey

I lay in the bathtub Clutching a blade in my fist Hoping the sight of blood flowing in the water would be the last thing I'd see But I heard the blade drop And felt my eyes welling up I realized I am alive Only seeing the headlights Not the stars I headed to the paradise We've always talked about But I stopped at a motel Leaving everything in the car"Wait for me" I said to you It was nothing Compared to your last words Dedicated to me"Sorry, take care" You know too well I'd rather burn In hell with you I should try again Can't pick up the blade I was thinking of you came up to me When I was all alone Why would you leave me here Putting the end on the fresh page out of fear I'll never truly know you It was nothing Compared to your absence I'd never get used to"sorry, take care" You know too well I'd rather burn In hell with you I feel your hand 'Round my shoulder Then it hit me It was nothing Compared to your last words Dedicated to me You don't owe me apologies Tracey I'm pickin' up the keys we stole I wash my hands I'm ready to go again I start the car