War With Myself

Yeah, I'm at war with myself everyday I just hope the drugs take the pain away I like getting laid, I like getting paid But I be feeling lonely on a rainy day pour activist, I swear that's the only way, I get joy, I get happiness in my brain Popping pills, that's the only way I feel safe Don't got no friends, I don't f*ck with niggas anyway I'm better off when I'm by myself anyway Say love or mone man, I'm picking money everyday I'm praying for my niggas, locked up yeah they going crazy Ain't no nigga took my shit, I put it on my baby This bitch be trippin', she keep thinking that she my lady I probably bought a cash so, you know I don't owe no payments While these niggas stealing swag, I ain't even famous Always keeping real, it's probably why these niggas hate me I don't need nobody else, I don't need nobody else I don't need nobody else, I'm at war with myself Myself, yeah, yeah I can count it by myself, I can count it by myself I can count it by myself, I ain't never needed help, help Know I'm drowning in my cup, crack the seal, I can't feel my heart, take another pill Do another drill, that's another kill My shooter caught another body, he cant feel I don't really give a f*ck how you feel I'ma feel complete when I sign a deal While I wait, I'ma keep the clientele I'ma keep it real, always keep it real I'ma keep it real