Never Had

How I'm 'posed to give you something that I never had Ain't nobody ever love me but the money bag I been tryna do my best but I just make you mad Hard to show you bae but you the best I ever had I'm doing better I'm just trying not to lose it The Only way to cope my pain is with the music Tryna stay up off these drugs I abuse it I'm sorry if you take my damaged heart for ruthless I'm tryna be a better person but it's hard for me I tell myself that I'm okay but it still bothers me All these problems like to pile up on top of me I'm still a youngin' but I know I'll be a prodigy They gon have to see me winnin' that's regardless Lot of people like to tell me that I'm heartless They don't know how long I been up in the darkness I'm a prophecy I'm more then just a artist 'Lot people that I called my bro's was never there for me 'Lot of people I gave my last dollar too don't care for me People that I gave my last crumbs wouldn't share for me If I lose my life then throw sum hundreds in the air for me Heart of a lion but the spirit of a warrior I don't like reality I like to feel euphoria I can't tell nobody how I feel they switch the story up I hold my heart like it's the secret of Victoria How I'm 'posed to give you something that I never had Ain't nobody ever love me but the money bag I been tryna do my best but I just make you mad Hard to show you bae but you the best I ever had I'm doing better I'm just trying not to lose it The only way to cope my pain is with the music Tryna stay up off these drugs I abuse it I'm sorry if you take my damaged heart for ruthless How I'm 'posed to give you something that I never had Ain't nobody ever love me but the money bag I been tryna do my best but I just make you mad Hard to show you bae but you the best I ever had I'm doing better I'm just trying not to lose it The only way to cope my pain is with the music Tryna stay up off these drugs I abuse it I'm sorry if you take my damaged heart for ruthless