PICTURE.PERFECT.INTERLUDE

was never picture perfect but im worth the picture still try not to deal wit no emotions but know how you feel I threw my life away so many times I wonder why the f*ck I even try Im up against the odds if life is in my hands I need to deal the cards why be a better player I need to make the plays up I get back what i give im tryna f*ck live gotta be a better man I gotta raise these kids the streets ain't nuttin nice I been about this life it almost gave me life not only once but twice 40 wit a 40 im use it wrong or right learned the hard way never trust nobody and if you don't love you you can't love nobody