LOVER'S ILLNESS

She said she's sick of the same lies and that broke feeling They made it hard for her to trust niggas Get caught in fire right hand to God, I'm gon' bust this one Try to stick me up, you need some luck with you But f*ck that luck, try love me and you gon' die today Fill up that gas and drop that ash and we gon' miles away Thinking bout lonely nights in the 4, but nah, I live it up Just cause I keep a lil' distant don't mean I'm giving up Not used to talking bout emotions, my shit bottled up Locked in, I don't even know how to open up She don't even know how to act, but she pour double cup Sometimes I'm not in the mood, but can't stay mad at her Like Cardo said, loneliness is safer But when I'm by myself, I feel the worst Only feel love when you ride in the back of a hearse They think they make you feel better, Lord knows they make it worse Only way you hold me up is if I write my name on your purse But can you hear me now? Won't catch me screaming out Feel like I need you now, but you ain't come around Ain't got time to play these games, I'm not your average nigga And we grown now, so be real with me But can you see it now? I got the vision now Oh, now you acting blind, still on the mission, bye They say the fake turn real, but honestly, I know better Only one chance to be real with me Try to treat it expensive, but her intentions was cheap You know me, I fly through all competition with ease All them niggas in your phone, they used to trip off of me We both know, and they can't f*ck with this one I'm a child, f*ck who you good enough to earn me All them bitches that did me dirty, they see the back of my jersey I don't let nobody get close enough to hurt me Only feel good when I'm grinding, when I'ma chill, I be hurt It ain't night out, but we closing up the curtains Told her it come a end, to all that kissing and flirting I'm trying to get another base, I'm coming home like I'm third in And now we fucking up the place, I'm in her body like surgeons She said she's sick of the same lies and that broke feeling It made it hard for her to trust niggas Get caught in a fire right hand to God, I'm gon' bust this one Try to stick me up, you need some luck with you But f*ck that luck, try love me and you gon' die today Fill up that gas and drop that ash and we go miles away Thinking bout lonely nights in the four, but nah, I live it up Just cause I keep a lil' distants don't mean I'm giving up She said she's sick of the same lies and that broke feeling It made it hard for her to trust niggas Get caught in fire right hand to God , I'm gon' bust this one Try to stick me up, you need some luck with you But f*ck that luck, try love me and you gon' die today Fill up that gas and drop that ash and we go miles away Thinking bout lonely nights in the four, but nah, I live it up Just cause I keep a lil' distants don't mean I'm giving up