Auntie Smile

I love my auntie smile (I love her smile) That shit bring me up a mile I aint seen that in awhile Since my knee scraped the tile (My knee scraped the title) I jus saw my momma cryin My dad on the phone lyin And im inside dyin (Feeling like I'm dying inside) Yall think that im playin With the shit that i be sayin But im cryin while i write this (At least im fuckin tryin at times) And im hatin on myself More than anybody else I been fragile since a child Whoa I been such a fuckin maniac I been like i been like Such a maniac And I can write i can write Anything you ask But i can't go I dont know Where the f*ck your at I been like i been like Wonderin where your at And You been like you been like Distant in my past I cant let go Time for me to let you know That i cant go Tell me how to let you know Before i go Our timing And time move slow Around my watch Thats on my hand I dont understand F*ck it all I dont wanna talk it through Sometimes i feel like f*ck it all And I dont know what else to do Sometimes i wish i had a gun And i was like The only one that knew Cause i dont want to scare no one And have'em think of all what i could do Sometimes i wish you were the one So i could reserve a spot for two But i dont think that anyone Will ever be right for me like you I love my auntie smile (I love her smile) That shit bring me up a mile I aint seen that in awhile Since my knee scraped the tile (My knee scraped the title) I jus saw my momma cryin My dad on the phone lyin And im inside dyin (Feeling like I'm dying inside) Yall think that im playin With the shit that i be sayin But im cryin while i write this (At least im fuckin tryin at times) And im hatin on myself More than anybody else I been fragile since a child