make a way

Imagine if things went my way Imagine if I felt loved and never left astray Imagine if I still had faith Would I still feel alive Without my soul deep under the grave I feel so ashamed, I feel so ashamed Internal beliefs got me stuck in this game As a youngen, I visualized success and the fame But everything around me is fucking the same Complicated thoughts, feek like I'm going insane Praying to the Lord, please make a simple save I know that God will make a way, yeah Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about the dreams we can't live without Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about the fear, taking this route Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about Tell me what you think about the pain, that makes us shout Till this day I am conflicted If I should believe in God and still have faith Abusing the power of resentment that turned into pain Which sometimes I do the same Demons that just won't abate Every step I take feels a very heavy weight Weight pain, back pain, stomach pain, shoulder pain, chronic pain Too much pain, too much pain, too much pain, too much pain, too much pain, too much pain Living a world that just feels motherfucking cold While hoping for better days if it will unfold Life became triple H, loved to play that game Learnt to survive, dodging all the guilt at the same Soul became heavy, tried to run away from pain Voice of angels telling me that things will change I pray there's a way, I pray there's a way I pray that heavens above will just make my way Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know Yeah, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know