Up to the sky II

No matter what's going on, I'ma look up to the sky No matter what's going on, I'ma look up to the sky And I'ma put my hands up up to the sky Hands up up to the sky Hands up up, hands up up to the sky Dear future self, I hope you achieve everything that you wanted Cause right now, my life feels fuckin' haunted I loosing myself, I miss my spirit Asking God for directions, but I Always thought that life would be straightforward Since I graduated, I've been moving backwards Dealing with frustration, To achieve my dreams and aspirations Now I'm fighting my limitations While filling all of these applications For the first time, I admit I'm stuck, My mind is racing, I'm out of luck No matter what's going on, I'ma look up to the sky No matter what's going on, I'ma look up to the sky And I'ma put my hands up up to the sky Hands up up to the sky Hands up up, hands up up to the sky Wait, I'm lying, all I feel is pain and suffering The thoughts keep coming, my mind is running I feel like dying, but scared of dying The world is talking too much for my liking Shit, is frightening, shit is frightening My future's still hoping, if I'm doing okay All I can say to him is just no way Got to much shit to handle all in one plate, feels like I'm far a way to become great Cause Time is running out, I'm bugging out Still tryna figure out what is life about What's life's about Things are crashing down, but I'm still here Facing my own fears, while the end is near, end is near So I won't give up This is do or die, till the day I die I'ma touch the sky, touch the sky No matter what's going on, I'ma look up to the sky No matter what's going on, I'ma look up to the sky And I'ma put my hands up up to the sky Hands up up to the sky Hands up up, hands up up to the sky