Black Sheep

I feel like da Black Sheep of my family Everything that's wrong with me is who I gotta be Everything that's wrong with me is who I gotta be I been takin' these chances after chance Been takin' these chances after chance They gave me chances Do it right So yea, I'm stressin' bout my life With every move I check it twice I follow through Just like I'm Mike (Jordan) Cause once you felt the Bottom It's a wrap I got a story I'm gon tell When I'm alone I see myself It made me strong It made me heal Ridin' through my city it don't feel the same Niggas said I changed That's the aftermath of my pain I can take a clue As to who I got on my team My shit really small But it's strong Feel like Mugsy (Bogues) F*ck a nigga if he ain't on my side I feel like Too many niggas want a free ride Ain't have no choice I had to stand on my own Got kicked out da home So my heart been on da road Movin' on his own And he runnin' out of options Feelin' like I overstayed my welcome Now I'm outty Since a baby boy I felt alone That's a problem When they come around I ain't around that's how I like it Used to have some hope That one day I can make a lot of dough Bring together people I don't know Maybe be a whole But my family feel apart Before I even knew it I was fifteen How the f*ck I'm supposed to do shit I feel like the Black Sheep of my family Everything that's wrong with me is who I got to be I feel like the Black Sheep of my family Everything that's wrong with me is who I got to be Left my mom at 17 Said I'm doing music She said baby use your voice You know that God gave it to you Ima take a risk at getting rich Cause what's to lose my nigga Half the time a nigga hate The shit be sad he losin' But I'm a black man I build you up Cause I can't lose you Crackers killin' niggas The f*ck is up What's the solution They going hate a nigga If he turn around and busts back The way I play the game It ain't no fair I'm a Lil Rugrat 910 it made me And the Ville' is what I'm claimin' Rep the shit so hard I got it tatted on my arm Hard times what you make it And a hard time it's gon make you I can't pay attention What they sayin'? It ain't payin' Through everything I've been through Got a lot of shit to tell Number one lesson that I learned Is they don't care Bitch, I'm self-made I taught myself to get a check Nigga, watch your hoe The way I'm steppin' she get wet Nigga about his business And his family, f*ck the rest Man, they hated Jesus So, a hater I can't stress I can tell I'm chosen I can feel it in my chest Talk yo little shit I stay unbothered I'm the best I feel like the Black Sheep of my family Everything that's wrong with me is who I got to be I feel like the Black Sheep of my family I just want somebody Say they "Proud of me" I feel like the Black Sheep of my family Everything that's wrong with me is who I got to be I feel like the Black Sheep of my family I just want somebody Say they "Proud of me"