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Yeah
You know sometime niggas be going through shit
Nobody really even is check on you, you know
You know people never really is ask you how you feeling and stuff like that
Everybody wanna come to you with they problems but nobody ever checking on you
You know niggas is be going through a lot of shit dawg
Sometimes your just gatta hold your head out here dawg
I got a lot on my mind
And I don't gat no one to talk to
Its like my life is a lie
All these people giving me false truth
and when I open my eyes
It's like nobody never there
But I be there for all people who act like they don't even care
This just a cold world
Gat more problems than I can bear
But I'm just holding strong
F*ck what the people say in my ears
When I was young and broke
Scared to go and face all of my fears
Nobody never cared
God is on the only man that fair
How you gin scare me
If I give a f*ck bout no death
I'm in a nonstop circle I can even get no rest
And rest in peace to the youngans
I don't know how to say it best
But if you young don't worry bout the past just focus on what's next
You see I grew up humble
Broken hearted I had to rumble seeing niggas dying left and right hoping daddy don't tumble
Wooden house on flint street
I'll never forget them days
I love my parents cause we was broke but they made sure that we was straight
I like my peace of mind but when I think I realize there ain't no peace of mine
Past relationships that I was in the blind just lead the blind
Looking for love in the wrong places I just need some time
I don't feel no emotions I'm just a lost soul
I can't feel the shit that you feeling because my heart cold
I'm sitting thinking and drinkin memories unfold
It always two sides of a story mine was still untold
You count when I ain't did for you and not the times I did
Mama always told me to be grateful as a little kid
Keep in touch with all the people you cherish and love
Cause life too short to trip bout small shit let's just keep it a buck
Self Therapy it's just me and me
I wish I could do everything for my family
I wish I could live it up with my dawgs
But everytime shit going good I f*ck shit up so f*ck it all
And I say f*ck love cause that just shit don't be real now
Taking all these drugs to numb the pain so ion feel now
Got my phone on dnd cause I don't wanna talk
All I ever wanted was some peace but damn I see it now
Self Therapy it's just me and me
I wish I could do everything for my family
I wish I could live it up with my dawgs
But everytime shit going good I f*ck shit up so f*ck it all

