Live Backwards

I got a message from the sky it was my dawg he said I miss you Just know I miss you too don't wanna die I keep this pistol Eventually we'll reunite when that day come we meet again i'll hold you tight Hardly talk about my problems most my issues confidential I got niggas facing years that I ain't talk to in years I got niggas in caskets I ain't never wanna see dead My grandma still on drugs glad she remember who I'm am This my worst month of the year November got me shedding tears But I'm gonna make it my best one no matter what way it go Gave them the uncut of deep wounds that's how I brought them close Put the hood on back In December with no coat It's a cold cold world can't get caught up with no hoes Started off in the hallways sipping lean out a of bottle I got used to pressing five when I was talking to my father Now he dead some shit will never be the same Who the f*ck I'm supposed run to to talk about my problems My dawg in cell I told him don't worry about the cops Week later they had booked him charged him with a homicide I don't even f*ck with that side but I'm screaming free qua So imma always tot my gun and I'm gonna post up on that block It was hard to show the love because I lost it all before I gave them all my heart they gave it back and it was torn I got Payso in my heart he even tatted on my arm I got a message from the sky it was my dawg he said I miss you Just know I miss you too don't wanna die I keep this pistol Eventually we'll reunite when that day come we meet again i'll hold you tight Hardly talk about my problems most my issues confidential I got niggas facing years that I ain't talk to in years I got niggas in caskets I ain't never wanna see dead My grandma still on drugs glad she remember who I'm am This my worst month of the year November got me shedding tears But I'm gonna make it my best one no matter what way it go Gave them the uncut of deep wounds that's how I brought them close Put the hood on back In December with no coat It's a cold cold world can't get caught up with no hoes