Tears To Gold

Tell me the last time I been in love So much drugs in my cup I told them fill me up I don't tell them how I fill guess I'm out of touch I'm the one that keep it real who gon slide for us I can't control what you do so imma let you go you can't control what I think, and you'll never know you catch me running to the bank I never step on toes Got a pocket full of bank, I never chased a hoe The way I f*ck her from the back, she tryna make a song I know I'm toxic cause I cracked, and wanna be left alone See my heart full of pain, ain't have a happy home Been like this since I was eight, this shit draggin' on me Facing trials and tribulations, but I try to stay afloat They want me to take them, but the ones sinking the boat I'm stackin' up my paper to my, uh I'm stackin' up my paper to my pocket, got a loaf I can't control it, but I really wish I could I let you pry once, and you let me down My heart keep gettin' broken and it's common now I keep takin' all these drugs just to calm it down I turn junkies into plays infront my momma's house When I just start feelin' my rage, I'm bringin' choppers out I gotta chop the big as shit and it will knock you down Them n****s speak on what I did when I'm not around I got a family, I got a raise, I can't let them down That's why I'm takin' all my pain to the booth Bringin' drama to my crib, that shit not allowed I'ma make it rain, they gon' cry while I'm shootin Just turned the page of a heart cold movie I be havin' dreams that my dawg still movin I say my dawg, I'm like Shaggy, bro, was Scooby Talk about my dad now my past, make me moody I hope that don't last, in the past, I'm improving That's why i'm prayin' to Allah, I'm puttin' my heart inside computers I can't control it, but I really wish I could I let you pry once, and you let me down