What's Best

It’s been a couple of months , I ain’t been in a funk yet Not a thought about drugs , even when the sun sets And I know if I pickup , I’ll just lose it in one breathe Yeah the pressures not much Just tryna do what’s best This kinda clarity is rare to me , apparently I carelessly was unaware of my dexterity But now I’m clean each breathes fresh air to breathe Was buried deep in bare feet These drugs wanna marry me their double daring me wasn’t fair to me PUT THE FINGERS IN THE AIR F*ck their barbarity was living like a parody But now I’m clean passing on what was shared to me You don’t care ? I don’t care what you believe I’m doing it for me , F*ck you DOC You took everything from me , everything I love , everyone I love any kind of trust or f*ck just for a crutch but guess what I’m fucking done I’m done saying I’m done playing but I ain’t playing Just tryna maintain my sanity Yeah Saying gods got a plan for me It’s been a couple of months , I ain’t been in a funk yet Not a thought about drugs , even when the sun sets And I know if I pickup , I’ll just lose it in one breathe Yeah the pressures not much Just tryna do what’s best Been patiently waiting debating mine for the taking money makin it’s taken time Basic shake and bakin ain’t mistaken I take pray and chase till I make it look at the me we created it sweet we can taste it It ain’t a fake realization, if I changed became a better face n Locked Satan in the basement, God made the arrangements Gave me what it takes now I’m grateful of my savings Yeah Look up in the sky , thank god cuz I made it Don’t matter if I win or lose it’s how I played it Life’s is sacred based on my reputation, never thought I’d say it but I’ve risen from the pavement One day at a time gets me through the mayhem Ain’t what you were but what you became from it Look what I become from it, never be the same from it Found the dope game now I’ll never be the same from it It’s been a couple of months , I ain’t been in a funk yet Not a thought about drugs , even when the sun sets And I know if I pickup , I’ll just lose it in one breathe Yeah the pressures not much Just tryna do what’s best Inherited it’s pain and shame I’m to blame Went through life as if it fucking game 27 years old no dollars in the bank When it came to getting dope I would go to low length Go through moms purse skippin out at work I was cursed always thinking bout the worst Got the devil in my head putting drugs first Didn’t know it at first , I was born with a curse Tryna quench the thirst while I’m sweating through my shirt Pop another perc till I’m face down in the dirt “JORDAN STOP” I hear the words from my mom but couldn’t stop But I found god , got him by my side n low I’m always down to ride I’m flying high but no tripping, just itching for a fourth dimension Don’t forget to mention that I’m not fuckin tempted It’s been a couple of months , I ain’t been in a funk yet Not a thought about drugs , even when the sun sets And I know if I pickup , I’ll just lose it in one breathe Yeah the pressures not much Just tryna do what’s best Yeah, just tryna do what’s best , it’s what’s best