Flutter

I wish that i could run I'd be faster than i was before I wish that i could see What's right in front of me I wish that i could fly These wax wings won't go that high Just think what we'd see up there Were stark against the tide You play with loaded die I won't be a burden on you It goes over my head It goes over my head I wish that i could love More than my heart can hold I feel like i am going to explode Hurting the hands that hold There's weight to the dice you throw I can't seem to stop judging My life by another's They've already got it all Sometimes Through walls i hear talking I keep my eyes open To see the door closing I can't seem to stop judging My life by another's They've already got it all Sometimes Through walls i hear talking There's ghosts in my closet It's over my head It's over my head Here you'll find it Lost in the space where I keep all my failures Safe from surveillance But it's out of my hands It's out of my hands