If There Was A God You Wouldn't Exist

I remember all the times I said goodnight on FaceTime Wishing I'd wake up and everything would be just fine One night I just snapped and said I love you but goodbye Forever haunted by the things I wish I said that night I don't believe men like you deserve to live And if there was a god I don't believe that you'd exist Death is the way to repent for all your sins And until then may you itch inside your skin My eyes feel like they're bleeding From crying all night You were yelling all night You said I'm the one who needed to seek help You were right 'Cause you fucked me up for life Yea you fucked me up for life I don't believe men like you deserve to live And if there was a god I don't believe that you'd exist Death is the way to repent for all your sins And until then may you itch inside your skin