trust issues

Don't want to be here Don't want to be there I want to be near you You don't treat me fair I want to have you by me Like in my memories You have changed for the worst I cannot fall asleep Cause even if things would be good between us I know I won't get the same you that I loved I deserved it better, you don't need to lie But I am not sure, I'll let someone inside Inside of my heart I think I can't love Cause what you did to me I don't have no trust I have trust issues that eat me alive I guess lonely is the way that I'll die And to be honest I am not against it I really don't want to end up in the same place The face that I used to love so much, I hate it Doesn't fit in my head, how you just did it Yeah she decided that she moves away She told me she was sure that I was her man She told me she does want to have kids with me Couple weeks later I wouldn't believe Was it the alcohol, was it the drugs? Or maybe a simple fact that you're a slut? I do not know how the hell I was in love I think I could not let go of the old times Where I would pick you up (where I would pick you up) Give you a smile (give you a smile) I remember these moments (I remember them all) Like they were just now (tick tick tick tick tick) Why did you do this? (why?) What have you done? (what have you done?) I didn't do nothing wrong But you still fucked my life (Ah) The worst thing is waking up and going back to sleep In front of my eyes I see pictures of you and me Where the world was fine it was enjoyable for me Don't want to have someone new to make new memories To forget it all, I would probably give everything Cause otherwise I just want to forever go to sleep Feels like a whole world is missing right inside of me You meant a whole lot to me, but you left me empty I can feel it in my heart (I can feel it in my heart) I can feel it in my chest (I can feel it in my chest) I hope you will learn how It is to settle for less (probably not fun though) Because otherwise You will not find any happiness (oh no, oh no) And to be honest I will be happy If this will be the case