Blocked Numbers

Phone full of blocked numbers Where did my love go I wonder Why the one's who fold be my brothers Ion think that I understand So many challenges In my life tryn get it right when will I balance it It was nights there was no light none in my cabinets I ain't cappin shit was hard Leveled up and switched my cards My life don't feel the same Walk inside my shoes spit in that booth And still won't feel my pain When it get better I mess up And I'm right back here again And again and again Feeling stuck Can't heal I'm Numb When will it end Will it end I'm in a cycle I'm goin psycho How we raised played a role I'm just doin what I know Eyes closed hoping for a better dream I'ma dreamer Been through so much in this life still I hope I'm hopin Them doors was closed I can't get close I did the most To get em open Them boys some hoes Was at my lowest And they folded yeah they I done survived The rain The storm I been through pain I'll go through more In this life Nothin could phase me I just pray to the lord Behind my safety Phone full of blocked numbers Where did my love go I wonder Why the one's who fold be my brothers Ion think that I understand So many challenges In my life tryn get it right when will I balance it It was nights there was no light none in my cabinets I ain't cappin shit was hard Leveled up and switched my cards I self sabotage When I try changing my ways It's like I can't evolve Am I stuck here or Is this a feelin of fear Tryn hold me back Tryn make it out but it's like no one can They be like You know Joey raps I think he's chosen damn He ain't gon make it It's all jokes and laughs Think I'm comfortable in my old ways Reminiscing thinkin bout the old days But damn guess we too old for that Phone full of blocked numbers Where did my love go I wonder Why the one's who fold be my brothers Ion think that I understand So many challenges In my life tryn get it right when will I balance it It was nights there was no light none in my cabinets I ain't cappin shit was hard Leveled up and switched my cards