Last Year

Yeah, ooh woah (Mmm) And I've been So fucked up Lately I've been feelin' I don't give a f*ck All the shit that I once loved Got me askin' what's love? And Lately I just feel like givin' up on it Thinkin' bout the past I'm tryin' not to be stuck on it But it always come closer when I'm off the drugs tryin' to run But I know I can't run from it Been through so much I feel I'm becoming numb to it (Mmm) How'd it ever come to this? I know I'm a youngin', but I don't feel like a young nigga Hadda grow up too fast too much Too fast too much I swear I'm done with it I don't want to live my last years Thinking bout last year I've shed my last tears (Said) I don't want to live my last years Thinking bout last year I've shed my last tears And I cannot feel no emotion So why do I still feel broken? I try to speak, but my words are misspoken They could never understand if I open up So I never get my hopes up Lately I been feelin' low as f*ck On the surface I can't show ya But inside I feel like blowin' up I'm just a tickin' time bomb It's a matter of time before the time's up Turnin' everybody in my path to dust When you're like this it's so hard to find love Sippin' on activist Only feelin' good when I'm rolling off my drugs Ima get higher And higher And higher And higher And higher Until I Pass out I just need me an escape give me the fast route I'm so tired of livin' life in the background Everything that we was ever taught was to distract how We really livin' Go to school to get programmed to be civilians Of the land of the free, but chains what a nigga feelings And I've been So fucked up Lately I've been feelin' I don't give a f*ck All the shit that I once loved Got me askin' what's love? And Lately I just feel like givin' up on it Thinkin' bout the past I'm tryin' not to be stuck on it But it always come closer when I'm off the drugs tryin' to run But I know I can't run from it Been through so much I feel I'm becoming numb to it (Mmm) How'd it ever come to this? I know I'm a youngin', but I don't feel like a young nigga Hadda grow up too fast too much Too fast too much I swear I'm done with it I don't want to live my last years Thinking bout last year I've shed my last tears I don't want to live my last years Thinking bout last year I've shed my last tears