Bitter (no) Sweet

Trying so hard to Romanticise our Times and to feel a little bittersweet Then all these years only Remembering all this Power you held over me Nightmares about you the words that you used Shook me to my core and I agreed Even today I go by with these daggers It seems all just bitter and no sweet I wonder if you're better now Are these thoughts still roaming your head I hope that no one else allows Driving them into despair I know you are without a doubt The one to whom i begged Too much for all I deserved