Q4 2021

I want time I want time for myself I want time for my girl I want time for my health I want time for my friends I want time for my dad I want time for my mom I want closure for my past I want me to open the window Let in some breeze to feel all the spaces that I really need You know i'm begging You know I plead to get some enlightenment I know my bed, I don't know what rest is See the collage, a jumble of picture and all of it's messes This ain't the best that I have to offer This is the best that I can afford Working at Lala, working at Hatchi Speaking my truth on top of these chords I need the money and I need my future Need everything that gonna get me through it I haven't blew it I keep it pushing I know my limits Overworking to the point of exhaustion I need to care for myself and to feel it I just need to sleep with no interference and I need to know joy when I see it I need to rejoice when it's given I need to be coy when it's needed I need to be good for the sake of my family I know im getting there i know they're proud of me I know my grandparents gonna be proud of me But for now the only thing that I can do is really just be getting used to it Gotta get used to it Gotta get used to it Gotta get used to it Gotta get used to it