My bad world

Do you see me Behind this man Notice me I resurface sometimes I'd rather stay away But I'm still here Go away please You love my presence And the more I fall, the more I want To sink me into this hole It would be so beautiful to fly away Instead of falling down And I wonder when you will realize what I am sadness makes me feel so bad You explain to me that life is beautiful You don't understand that I know this and that It hurts me again and again I become selfish to be sad And the more I fall, the more I want To sink me into this hole It would be so beautiful to fly away Instead of falling down